A DEEP DIVE INTO RECALL HEALING

The past few years have been some of the hardest and challenging periods of my life. In order to heal and move on I sought the help of professionals to manage my care. During this time, I came across a healing modality called Recall Healing. Recall Healing is a multi-faceted therapy tool that takes into account a person's first two and a half years of life, birth order, cycle of autonomy, diseases, and more to uncover the missing pieces of a person’s healing puzzle. 

In order to gain some insight into recall healing, I will briefly cover five areas: project purpose (the first 30 months of life), cycle of autonomy (the year and month of a person’s independence), family tree, names,  and physical ailments to gain an understanding of how diseases and other emotional conflicts are programmed into the body.

****Disclaimer ****

Recall Healing encompasses more than what I will cover in these few topics. To fully deep dive and properly grasp these concepts, purchase the 'Recall Healing Pyramid of Health’ book, attend one of the many (mostly online) workshops provided throughout the year, or work with a Recall Healing Facilitator. The following episode is for educational purposes only and is not intended to provide and does not constitute medical, legal, or other professional advice. The information is to provide more ‘tools’ in your healing ‘toolkit’. I am not a licensed therapist, doctor, lawyer, etc. Therefore, your healing should be under the supervision of a licensed, qualified healthcare practitioner who has success in your area of concern. 

Recall Healing has not been approved by the FDA, AMA, or any federal, or state agency. The following information may be considered controversial by the traditional medical community and current modern day standards. Recall Healing is an ever evolving practice and updates can be made at any time. Also, where necessary I did make assumptions and I will clearly state when I did.  

PROJECT PURPOSE

One of the hardest areas of Recall Healing to understand is a person’s project purpose. Project Purpose covers the first two and a half years of life. Everything that the child's biological parents feel, think, say, or experience in the first 2 1/2 years is recorded within the child’s DNA. These first 30 months of life will unconsciously be replayed by the child until they are aware of this cycle.

The 30 months equates to 9 months before conception, the conception itself, 9 months of pregnancy, and the first year of life (9 +9+12 =30 month or 2 ½ years). What the child's biological parents were experiencing before, during, and after pregnancy becomes that child's destiny to unconsciously replay.  To further understand project purpose, we'll look into Queen Victoria's first 30 months of life.

Born Alexandrina Victoria on May 24th 1819; Queen Victoria's existence came as a result of the death of her cousin Charlotte Augusta, who died while giving birth to a stillborn son. The death of Charlotte and her child created a succession crisis, as there were no legitimate heirs to inherit the British throne. In order to encourage the birth of a legitimate heir Parliament paid the sons of King George III to marry suitable partners and produce a monarch.

Before the death of Charlotte Augusta, Victoria's father, Edward, had no interest in marrying, as he lived comfortably with his mistress for years. But, due to his enormous debts and family deaths, he was enticed to produce an heir. So he ditched his mistress, married Marie Louise Victoria, and in one year the future monarch, Queen Victoria was born. To save money Edward lived in Germany, but in order for Victoria's birth to count and be legitimate, they raced back to England so she could be born there. Tragically 8 months after Victoria's birth her father died of pneumonia. Six days later, her grandfather King George III died too. One month after Queen Victoria’s first birthday she was baptized.

Let's summarize key points from Victoria's first 30 months of life. Victoria was only born because of the death of her cousin. Her father had a debt to clear and wanted to become the future King of England. Therefore he was enticed to marry and birth a future heir. Her birth was necessary to keep the monarchy alive. There were several key deaths during her first 30 months (Charlotte Augusta, Queen Charlotte, her father Edward Duke of Kent, and grandfather mad King George III). Lastly, she was christened and baptized during her project purpose.

Within her first 30 months (or project purpose - pp) are the repetitive themes of legitimacy, succession, financial stability, and death. Knowing the importance of her birth it makes sense that Queen Victoria was dubbed the Grandmother of Europe as she produced 9 children, had 42 grandchildren who held prominent titles throughout Europe, and to this day her bloodline can be found in the few remaining monarchies in the world. Unfortunately, the urgency of her birth programmed a disease into her and future bloodlines that we will discuss later.  During her years as monarch England was near the height of its power. Its population more than tripled and landwise the British Empire’s territory was massive. Unfortunately during her reign Queen Victoria lost key people, most notably her husband Albert whose death at a relatively young age plunged her into a life long depression and she was also predeceased by three of her children, Alice, Leopold, and Albert. Her firstborn child and namesake, Empress Victoria died 7 months after her.

Cycle of Autonomy/Timelines/ Anniversaries 

The cycle of autonomy is the age (year and month) a person becomes independent of their parents. Independence is defined by not needing your parents for food, shelter, and money for survival. As an example, let’s say someone becomes independent of their parents, one month after their 20th birthday. That person then lives five months past their 100th birthday. That makes their cycle of autonomy 20 years and 1 month and they lived 5 full cycles. To calculate the next cycle take the year and month of a person's cycle of autonomy and add it. For instance, Cycle 1 ends at 20yrs and 1 month, cycle 2 ends at 40yrs and 2 months, cycle 3 ends at 60yrs and 3 months, cycle 4 ends at 80yrs and 4 months, and cycle 5 ends at 100yrs and 5 months. 

I personally reached this milestone at 18 years and 2 months, when I went to college on a full academic scholarship. Every 18 years and 2 months I unconsciously replayed and anniversaried the good, bad, and ugly until I became aware of this program. At 18 years and 2 months, I went to college in the state of Indiana. A state known as the ‘crossroads of America’.  The 18 months leading up to my move were okay for the most part. It had its ups and downs, but overall I was happy and down right excited. However, the next 12 months and the following few years were marked by an intense depression. Exactly 18 years and 2 months later I became a new mom for the third time in 4 years. I was on maternity leave and I was at a figurative ‘crossroads’ in my life. I was in the process of moving away from my corporate job to an unknown career path. Just like the 1st cycle of my life, the 18 months leading to the end of my second cycle (36 years and four months) had its ups and downs, but in general it was okay and I was low key excited to move into something new. But just like in the prior cycle, the following 12 months and beyond were some of the roughest experiences I had in my life to date.

Queen Victoria’s Cycle of Autonomy

To explore this topic even further, let's circle back to Queen Victoria. Queen Victoria’s cycle of autonomy is 18 years and one month. 18 years and 1 month is when she ascended the throne. So every 18 years and 1 month her cycle repeated with similar experiences until her death.  Cycle one ended at 18 years and 1 month, cycle two ended at 36 years and 2 months, cycle 3 concluded at 54 years and three months, cycle 4 ended at 72 years and four months, and her 5th cycle did not fully complete as she died at the age of 81 and 8 months* (technically 7 months). 

18 months prior to her Ascension she went through a near death experience when she became very ill with fever, while on tour in the town of Ramsgate. One year following her cycle of autonomy she had her coronation to officially become the Queen of the British Empire. This mirrors her first 30 months of life as there was a key death of a family member, illness(similar to her father), and her legitimization (in church). 

When it comes to anniversaries, at the age of 16 Victoria was very ill, two rows over you can see at the age of 52,  her second born child and the heir to the British throne, Edward, became severely ill with typhoid fever (the same illness that his father died of).  Another anniversary involves the death of key family members.  In 1861, both her mother and husband died. If you look at the next cycle, Queen Victoria's third child Alice died. Alice’s birth lines up exactly with the death of her father and grandmother, and Alice’s death almost lines up with their death too. However, the death dates of Albert (father) and Alice's (3rd child) are the same. Albert died December 14th 1861 of typhoid fever and Alice died December 14th in 1878 of diphtheria, exactly 17 years apart. On a positive note, Victoria’s proposal to Albert, the birth of her 9th and final child, and her being crowned the Empress of India are in link with one another.

Generational Syndrome 

Another fascinating aspect of recall healing is generational syndrome. Your birth order position in your family can determine which ancestors you are in link with.

Anne Ancelin Schutzenberger discovered that there was a connection between children of a particular birth order within a family. If there was a family of nine children, for example, she noticed that the first, second, and third siblings were not linked with one another. She did observe that the first, fourth, and seventh child were in line with each other; as well as the second, fifth, and eighth child; and the third, sixth, and ninth child. Not only are children linked to their specific row in that generation but they are linked to their ascendants and descendants too.

It is also important to note that ALL pregnancies are included, including miscarriages, stillbirths, and abortions. 

Let's continue to use Queen Victoria and her husband Albert.

Queen Victoria is the third born child on her mother’s side and I hypothesize she is the second born child from her dad’s side. I will elaborate on this later.  Her husband Albert was the second born child from his mother’s side, and the third born for his father. So Victoria and Albert are both the 2nd and 3rd born children in their family. 

To keep things simple I will focus on Queen Victoria’s line.

The Second Row 

Queen Victoria's father, Edward Duke of Kent, was one of 15 children. As the fifth child and fourth son it was highly unlikely that his line would continue the English Monarchy but it did. Edward died of pneumonia 8 months after Queen Victoria's birth. When looking at Queen Victoria's children, grandchildren, and even great grandchildren, the Royal line is succeeded by children in the second row (the 2nd, 5th, and 8th child) for a few generations. The number two children to be exact. Another inheritance that was unfortunately passed down from Edward was the death by pneumonia as his great grandchild, Princess Victoria (who was also the 5th child for her parents) died of pneumonia. Coincidence…. no. It's all in line with the birth order matrix. 

Second & Third Row Heirs Carrying Hemophilia 

Queen Victoria's 3rd, 8th, and 9th born children were carriers of the royal disease, hemophilia. This follows the rules of the birth order matrix as Queen Victoria was the third born (on her mom's side) and I hypothesize second born (on her dad's side).  If you look further at Queen Victoria's grandchildren most of the lines that carried hemophilia were either in the second or third row of the birth order matrix.

The 6th Descendants

Queen Victoria's sixth born grandchildren suffered a fate of dying early or having themselves and their entire lineage killed. Prince Walderma, the sixth born child of Empress Victoria, died of diphtheria at the age of 11.  King Edward's sixth child Prince Alexander John was born prematurely and died 24 hours after birth. Princess Alice's 6th child, Tsarina Alexandria, lived to  adulthood, but she and her entire family were killed by the Bolsheviks. Princess Helena's, sixth child was also a stillborn.

Where does this program come from? Queen Victoria's 6th child Princess Louise was the only child out of all of her nine children to not have any children. Looking further up her family tree, you see on her paternal side that her Aunt Augusta Sophia, the 6th child did not have any children. To hypothesize it is very likely the 6th born children, carried a program (unbeknownst to them) to not reproduce or exist from up above their family tree.

The Fall

Prince Leopold, Queen Victoria's 8th child, died of a cerebral hemorrhage or a stroke after suffering from a fall. His niece and nephew Grand Duchess Elizabeth (2nd child) and Prince Frederick (5th child) succumbed to their injuries after a fall too. Grand Duchess Elizabeth (at that time a nun) was killed by the Bolsheviks after she was thrown in a 

mineshaft and set on fire. Her brother Prince Frederick fell out of a window and later died of a brain bleed and hemorrhage, a contributing factor of his death due to him having hemophilia.

Your Name and the Energy It Carries

Who you are named after also contributes to your destiny. The energy of a name can add extra fuel to what you carry and what you may need to release or work on if its legacy is toxic or hinders you in a particular area.

Queen Victoria’s first born child, Empress Victoria of Germany (named after her mother and grandmother) shared a similar fate as her grandmother (Marie Louise Victorie). Empress Victoria lines up with her maternal grandmother in the birth order matrix. The Empress being the 1st born and her grandmother the 7th born (the 1,4, 7 row) When Queen Victoria ascended the throne she banished her mother Princess, Marie Louise Victorie, due to her strict upbringing and being downright lonely. 

Similarly her granddaughter Empress Victoria of Germany was banished out of Berlin when her son Wilhelm II ascended the throne. Her son (the first born) had a very tough upbringing due to his disability and his mother Empress Victoria tried many experimental treatments to cure him. However, none of them worked; it only made the son resent his parents. Empress Victoria later died of Breast Cancer a few months after her mother Queen Victoria.

Beatrice, Queen Victoria's 9th child, named her third born child, Leopold, after her brother Prince Leopold. Just like his uncle, Leopold had hemophilia and died due to the disease (he bled out during hip surgery).

King George V, the second child of Edward VII, was dying due to lung related illnesses and was euthanized as a result of his condition. His son King George VI, (King George's second child) died of lung cancer. Both King Georges were the reigning monarchs during each World War. The former King during World War I and the latter King during World War II. They were also the second born in their family after the first born male was not available to serve (either through death or abdication of the role)

Diseases

Speaking from personal experience, the most profound and illuminating part of recall healing are the emotional aspects of diseases. According to recall healing there are two phases of a disease. There is the conflict active phase and then there is the repair phase. A conflict active phase can involve having cold extremities, poor sleep quality, little to no appetite, overthinking, being scatterbrained, and being overwhelmed. This is when the body is in a sympathetic state or fight or flight.

If a person does not find a resolution for this conflict, the brain will capture the stress and store it in the part of the brain that the conflict relates to. After this stress is reported in the brain usually a person experiences relief and they return back to their normal function. Unbeknownst to that person the core of that emotional conflict is dropped into their subconscious and stored there, until a solution is found.

When the person finds a solution for that conflict (the solution can be practical [ie medical intervention], psychological, or transcendental), a person then goes into recovery/repair/or the healing phase (these terms are used interchangeably). A person heals once the solutions are applied. I speak from experience when I say that the healing/repair/recovery phase can suck. It can be painful as hell. But it is a necessary part of the healing process. Characteristics of the healing phase include being overly tired and needing sleep, confusion, headaches, sweats and fever, vomiting, dizziness, and hunger. There can even be a short period of paralysis.

The brain records the stress according to the type of conflict and it will be applied to that particular body part. Remember, the second part (the illness) only happens when a solution is found. Physical diseases aid in healing as you can figure out the type of conflict or program a person needs to resolve based on their disease.

Queen Victoria's Diseases

In her later years, Queen Victoria suffered from depression, famously carried hemophilia, and later died of a cerebral hemorrhage or stroke. Let's review the emotional aspects of her disease.

Depression

Queen Victoria was famously known for her depression and popularizing mourning techniques after the death of her husband Prince Albert. In the Recall Healing umbrella there are numerous factors that can cause depression. I will only focus on two, the memory of a dead child (linked to postpartum) and birth order. It is a guess on my part that Victoria suffered from postpartum depression. With that being said when a woman suffers from postpartum she should review what number child this is for her. If there was a death of a child that lines with that current birth, then the mother can be continuing the grief of the mother who mourned her child from somewhere above their family tree.  Unfortunately for Queen Victoria there were deaths of children on both sides of the family (in the first and second rows). Maternally her grandmother lost her 4th, 8th, and 10th child at a young age. Paternally the 13th and 14th boys died young and her aunt the 15th born died relatively young too.

Queen Victoria’s own birth order was a factor in her depression. She was the number three child from her mother’s side. According to recall healing the number three child is the most prone to depression, as they carry the uncompleted grieving process of both parents, stemming from any abortions, miscarriages, stillbirth, or an early death of a previous child. To learn more about birth order (from child one to ten) take the Recall Healing Class ‘Symbolism dreams, animals, property & Interpretation of Dreams’.  

Hemophilia

There are a few emotional aspects of hemophilia. The ones that relate to Victoria include a fear of dying from a hemorrhage, lacking touch from the father, the inability to continue the family lineage, and not being able to be oneself so the only way to be themself is to bleed. Queen Victoria did pass away from a stroke, we’ll explain the meaning of that later. Victoria did not experience the touch of her father due to him dying when she was 8 months old. As part of her project purpose, Victoria developed hemophilia as there was pressure on both parents to continue the British monarchy. She thus carried this worry into her body. Lastly, Victoria grew up in a strict protective household under the Kensington system rules. The rules were created under the guise of protection but were essentially developed to make her dependent and controlled by her mother and comptroller John Conroy. 

Cerebral Hemorrhage or Stroke 

The emotional meaning behind a stroke is that there is a loss of intellectual territory, due to not being provided the appropriate intellectual solutions. In Queen Victoria’s case she wasn't given the proper education to be a competent ruler. She received a typical feminine education for that time. Therefore it was her mission to give all her children an outstanding education. This program obviously carried into future generations as many in her family clan, including her son Leopold, and other grandchildren suffered or died due to stroke. 

Conclusion

This may have been quite a lot of new information for you to undertake. In order to understand this in a more bite-sized form, read the books Recall Healing Pyramid of Health’ , or the Encyclopedia of Ailments and Diseases, or attend one of the many workshops offered throughout the year.

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